A Day of BAD LUCK

My gosh, i cant believe it that i had a real bad day..Everything i did went wrong and nothing went my way..Not everyday is a good day for me..I'm having a bad day today..This morning i got to rush to office due to late awake cos i had a meeting..While im driving and a car crashed my back out of sudden..Well i walked down with an anger face and take a look at my car bumper..Although it's not serious but my heart is broken with the scratches cos i treat my car as my lover..The stupid malay lady was very nervous and keep saying sorry to me..What the first thing appear in my mind was:"Should i straight away f**k her?Or should i talked nicely to her?"I was very very angry as i alr late for meeting..I tried to calm down myself cos i think she's the one who suppose to pay for the loss..At last, she agreed to pay for it..

I speeded back to my office and luckily not yet start meeting..I got a bad new from my boss saying that our company is going to cut down the number of employees due to recession..Haih..I felt a bit anxious cos my performance for the past 3 months were not so ideal..I knew my HOB will try his level best to protect his rice bowl yet still felt so worry..My HOB only has the authority to control my branch but not on the decision either to discharge or persuade to let sales advisors to stay..What he can do is gave all of us warning and asking us to perform good performance within these coming few months..Try to sign as many cars as we can, be punctual, be discipline and the most important thing is "we must do our parts"..My GM asked me when i'll broke off the bloody hell egg and i answered him sooner boss..At this strained moment, i told myself that i cant be like this anymore..I been sleeping for almost 3 months and it is the time for me to wake up and fight hardly to survive..I want to be the survivor cos i still want to enjoy in this wonderful world..I can see that my bright future is jus right in front of me and i need to work smart and harder to walk towards my final destination..Its not so hard to walk there but i only need sometimes to prove it to everyone that i can do it..I always bare in mind these supportive words:"Other ppl can do it, so do i?Im sure i can do it too"..Persevered til the end to achieve my goal..I knew that my self confidence alr came back slowly day by day and i jus need sometimes to built it become stronger than ever..My big boss always mentioned either u DO or DIE and i'm totally agreed with him now..I only got 2 choices either i want to survive or die..Every human will choose to survive rather than die so do i?When i have the will to fight, i received a call from my customers saying that he's not coming over my showroom today..I thought i can sign one unit of car yesterday but its made me feel disappointed..I alr get used to it with this kind of situation..Customers were lying as they alr promised to come on time..Well, i told myself that i'll make him purchase a car from me..I was really really down until i dun wish to stay in office anymore..So i follow my friend went out to release tension and pressure..Breathe the "good luck air"..Haha..

I did think of want to resign at that moment before the management discharge me but my colleagues not allowed me to do so cos they said we're a big family..They really take good care of me and they treat me like their sister..LOL..They keep on giving me fully support when they knew that i'm down due to some reasons..I feel so contented and happy although i'm staying alone over here..We're a happy big family..It is my pleasure to know u guys and work together..Thanks a lot guys..I know that i'll be in the right tracks sooner and i really believe that i can do better than last time..It's been a very long day and the clock is ticking so slow..With what this day offer, i'm sure my feeling is damn low now..But i wont let myself die so easily cos i want to be a smart survivor..