Get Together At Klang^

I'm not feeling well since yesterday..Actually i dun wish to go Klang as i'm not feeling well but i alr promised my colleagues to take dinner together at Klang so i have to make it..7 of us went and we started off to Klang from my office around 1830 and reached there at bout 2100..It's terrible cos we're stucking in the bloddy traffic jam..We took 2 and a half hour to reach there..I jus sat on the car and chit chat with my colleague while smoked..I'd sore throat, flu, headache and my nose is stucked so i have to use my mouth to breathe..So poor thing right?My colleagues ordered 8 dishes included fish, crab, vegetable, prawn, squid and etc..Let me judged all the dishes..Fish consider OK, Crab GOOD, Prawn NOT OK, Vegetables GOOD and Squid NOT OK..The most one thing that i loved is the seaside view..I felt so relaxing and enjoy myself when i was makan-ing seafoods..The songs so cool and the envorinment so romantic made things so happening..Although all the dishes not consider perfect but at least the enviroment and the seaside view made us fell satisfied..We drank beer as to relax ourselves and release tension as we're facing a lot of pressure in our job..We're like prisoners jus release from prison..Keep on eating and eating..Non stop..But it's very enjoyful..

After we finished all the foods, we continue with our beer..We're damn full and felt like vomit..I never tried to eat this full before..Wow..Feel so suffering and all of us stand up to digest our foods..We carried on with few games as we needed to clear all the foods on the table cos we dun want to waste it..Loser either choose to drink half glass of beer or foods..We made noises til other tables were laughing and felt happy for us..We took photo as commemorative..It's not easy to get to the destination as night time is too dark on the roadside..I didn't feel regret joining them for dinner at Klang although i'm not feeling well, cos yesterday i learnt something very important..Although we knew each other only for few months but we still can enjoy ourselves like we're knowing for few years..Sometimes our old old friends may not able to give us this kind of happiness..Communication between human is very important..When we're standing in the same tracks or right tracks then we can get along..Or may be the other way around..So try to involve urself into the society cos i'm sure that u'll get happiness from them..I was thinking want to organize another gathering but still under process..Hopefully this time will be more person take part..Stay Cool..~Cheer vs Peace~

BeTraYaL..

Betrayer..Wat do u mean by betrayer?People betrayed me and i had a really hard time until i was knocked down..Well, i been betrayed by human until me myself also dunno how to count on the number..I ever tried love betrayed, friend betrayed or even customers betrayed..It was really hurted when the first i'd been betrayed by someone that i deeply love..I couldn't express how was my feeling at the moment but i know that's horrible..I told myself to calm down and relax my mind as i thought everything will be fine sooner..The pain jus like the knife sticking through my heart..Unbelieveable..I taught myself a good lesson that i can't trust someone easily..I won't judge a person from the outlook as i not really know their inner part..May be their outlook not looking good but they really have a good inner part or may be the other way around..

I think talking to people is important..I gain some experiences from this so i'll be more caution on my words towards someone that i not known well to prevent being sticking by another sharp knife again..Hopefully i won't be betray again and again..It's not easy to cure the pain but to give myself sometimes..I have to do it in order to light up my world once again..I alr get used to it by now so i'll jus take it easy cos i know that human ignorance is always betrayed by their suspicions and prejudices..In this cruel world, either the winner stay (SURVIVE) or the loser leave (HELL)..~Peace & Cheer always~

VaLenTiNe

If There Were No Words
No Way To Speak
I Would Still Hear You
If There Were No Tears
No Way To Feel Inside
I'd Still Feel For You

And Even If The Sun Refused To Shine
Even If Romance Ran Out Of Rhyme
You Would Still Have My Heart Until The End Of Time
You're All I Need, MY LOVE, MY VALENTINE

All Of My Life
I Have Been Waiting For
All You Give To Me
You've Opened My Eyes
And Showed Me How To Love Unselfishly

I've Dreamed Of This A Thousand Times Before
But In My Dreams I Couldn't Love You More
I Will Give You My Heart Until The End Of Time..
You're All I Need, MY LOVE, MY VALENTINE

And Even If The Sun Refused To Shine
Even If Romance Ran Out Of Rhyme
You Would Still Have My Heart Until The End Of Time
'Cause All I Need Is You, My Valentine
You're All I Need, MY LOVE, MY VALENTINE

I want to dedicate this song to someone that i ever loved deeply..If those that knew me well, they might know who is that secret person..Well, it's alr a past tense and sometimes i jus unintentionelly think of the secret person..That's jus a memories that i kept it in my hardisk few years back..I didn't mean anything so pls dun get me wrong k..Yeah..

My Day^

Time passing so fast day by day..It 's the 2nd week of December and we're going to celebrate Christmas by next Thursday..Well, i was thinking what i'm going to do and where i want to go during Christmas Eve?Go clubbing or jus stay at home watching movie & online?I got no idea too..If someone date me, may be i'll consider..Haha..I fell bored and tired to hang out everyday & i need times to take a long rest and a long sleep..How do i wish if i can jus sleep the whole day without doing anything with my empty mind..No more worries, no feeling nervous or no troublesomes at all..It's such a wonderful and perfect life..

Time goes by everyday and every week..Every once in a while we feel like time goes by so fast and it gets so sad knowing that as time goes by, things changed and we changed..Sometimes we'd do anything to go back to the safer times..When days past we're scared & scared of what the future holds us & terrified that we won't survive the real world..As time goes by, we're getting older & older and the days become shorter..We will never know what kind of problems tmr will bring us..Will it bring any at all or a bunch of problems?Since we're getting older and we think more each day..We look so far into the future that we can picture birthdays, weddings and funerals..It's all so depressing us until we'll never know how our life will turn out..

Sometimes i may think of positive way and sometimes may not..We still have a small chance if we think of the positive way but totally out of chance if we're thinking the other way around..I wont blame myself for thinking that way as i'm staying alone in this bloody hell house so do u guys?I did tried to put my mind aside and trying to be a dull and moron gal..But sometimes i did it.. It's feel like floating in the air and so enjoyful @ the feeling like jus release from jail..No more worries, no troublesomes or nervous feeling and only HAPPINESS will appear in my world..It's wonderful..Yeah..Do u agree with this?"No Pain No Gain"..As human will grew old so we must feel the pain in order to get what we want..Believe it, commit & u'll get it..Haha..~Peace~

Love You In Silence

You Came Into My Life
Quietly, Simply & Tenderly
The World Stood Still & I Could Not Say A Word
Nor A Single Gestured Showed
The Feeling Kept In My Heart
So I've Loved You In Silence
Worshipped You From A Distance &
I Dream Of You So Often
I Want To Say I Love You But I'm Afraid
Afraid That You'll Jus Take It For Granted

In Silence Then I'll Jus Love You
In Silence Then I'll Jus Find
The Fulfillment Of My Dreams

My Best Friend

She's Been There For Me When I'm Down
She Lighten Up My Life When My World Is Dark
She Sees What I See
She Sees Me Happy
She Sees Me Laughing
She Sees Me Sad
She Sees Me Crying

She's Not 5 Cents In My Wallet
But She's Priceless Treasure
I Treat Her As Air Cos Air Is Always There
I Love Her To Death Like She Loves Me Too
I'll Never Let Her Go & I Jus Wish She Knew

There's So Many Reasons
She's The Best But One Of Them Is
Cos I Love Her To Death

She's Not My Friend
She's Not My Pal
That Girl I Love So Much
Is Called MY BEST FRIEND

My Lucky Day^

I have to forget my sorrow from the day after today..It is the time for me to delete all the sadness from my mind as i know i'm on the right tracks now..Finally my good luck is back here with me..I suppose to wake up at 0700 today cos i'm on duty showroom but i cant get up that early although my alarm clock keep on ringing..Finally my colleague call me and woke me up at 0750 and i got shocked cos i suppose to reach office at 0830..I quickly took my shower and clean up my bloody face then went out..Well, luckily i got a smooth way to my office..When i reached office, my HOB was there but i'm escape from his punishment..I started to tell myself that i need to sign one unit of car today no matter how cos my bloody hell egg really hard to break off..I'm sitting on the round table nearby the main entrance and work very hard and keep my eyes on all the walk-in customers, service centre customer or even anyone that came into my showroom..Actually i felt very very sleepy but i still persist til the end in order to sign car..

Lunch time is coming and everyone is rushing to take their lunch while i'm still sitting at the same place waiting for "dead chicken" to come in..Well, i got a surprised from a malay lady..Actually the malay came here jus to collect roadtax and by the way she asked me bout the sentra price list..I thought she jus playing a fool on me and i was thinking want to ignore her but i cant broke my promise..So i jus attend her like normal..While i was explaining to her bout the car features, she made me feel like she will purchase a vehicle from me..At that moment, i know my luck is coming back and i'm almost on the right tracks..My luck is back and my self confidence is back too..What a coincidence?Haha..At last, she signed order with me..I really cant explain how was my feeling at that moment..Happy,excited or nervous?I dun even get the answer for myself and do u think u guys will know it?

All my colleagues congrat me included my HOB and admin department..They really felt happy for me cos finally i broke off the bloody hell egg..My target for this month is 4 units but i only left 2 weeks to go..What i can do is work hard to get more prospects and pray hard & harder..I'm still thinking is that what we called lucky?I'm so lucky, i'm a star..LOL..I wish myself will have a good day from today onwards..Thanks a lot guys..~Peace~