My Day^

Time passing so fast day by day..It 's the 2nd week of December and we're going to celebrate Christmas by next Thursday..Well, i was thinking what i'm going to do and where i want to go during Christmas Eve?Go clubbing or jus stay at home watching movie & online?I got no idea too..If someone date me, may be i'll consider..Haha..I fell bored and tired to hang out everyday & i need times to take a long rest and a long sleep..How do i wish if i can jus sleep the whole day without doing anything with my empty mind..No more worries, no feeling nervous or no troublesomes at all..It's such a wonderful and perfect life..

Time goes by everyday and every week..Every once in a while we feel like time goes by so fast and it gets so sad knowing that as time goes by, things changed and we changed..Sometimes we'd do anything to go back to the safer times..When days past we're scared & scared of what the future holds us & terrified that we won't survive the real world..As time goes by, we're getting older & older and the days become shorter..We will never know what kind of problems tmr will bring us..Will it bring any at all or a bunch of problems?Since we're getting older and we think more each day..We look so far into the future that we can picture birthdays, weddings and funerals..It's all so depressing us until we'll never know how our life will turn out..

Sometimes i may think of positive way and sometimes may not..We still have a small chance if we think of the positive way but totally out of chance if we're thinking the other way around..I wont blame myself for thinking that way as i'm staying alone in this bloody hell house so do u guys?I did tried to put my mind aside and trying to be a dull and moron gal..But sometimes i did it.. It's feel like floating in the air and so enjoyful @ the feeling like jus release from jail..No more worries, no troublesomes or nervous feeling and only HAPPINESS will appear in my world..It's wonderful..Yeah..Do u agree with this?"No Pain No Gain"..As human will grew old so we must feel the pain in order to get what we want..Believe it, commit & u'll get it..Haha..~Peace~